I wrote this more than three decades ago as a 24 year old.  Some of the allusions lie in their own kind of perdition, but parts still strike me.

 
               JOURNEY
The last firm hold is shaken
Broke by determination . . .
                            Castaway
In contrition, perdition        I
Slip down the spine of the hemisphere
Jump one of twin contours
To land among behemoths feeding
Behind tattered barricades
On rainchoked coastal soil.
Hours spurt by.  I skirt
A shrieking soulpit, slope
Up wearing hillsides descend
Through mill towns, the coal towns
And overnight into whitefenced fog
Fall to humid breath of the midland
Crossing four bargewide water works
Culminated by the sluggish divide
The ugly muddy symbol--
And West.
After the valley baby mountains
Play with the highway
Tilt it, twirl it, hide it
Until the toy is taken
By an encompassing plains
Comes then another morning
Churches spill for dinner, 
Good people, God possessed
Broadcast their A.M. love
As I, only by stubborn will
Stop for an infrequent gas fill:
"From nearby?"  Negation 
Behind a Cokecan in a voice
Unused for speaking.
"Town sucks, no girls,"
His pimpleface receding
With my folded bills
Into the wind, the prairie wind;
Giant grainbins clustermark
County seats placed half an hour
Apart across the high afternoon.
Into the storm, prairie storm
That scourges an empty land
Abates at the violet dusk . . .
Last light outlines Them,
Watchful.
From a final hill the city
Sputters sparks the night
Ends abrupt--
This is home.  Home?
 
 
 

Colorado Springs
September, 1971

 

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